I miss you so much.. Listening to old songs that you used to sing to me, all I can hear is your voice, and as great as the memory is, it's got me breaking down. Chris I just want to be in your arms. How can I give Joe all of me, if I still have a piece of me left with you? I need you Chris... I'm always going to love you.. Why won't you help me? You promised this would get better..